“What is helplessness?”

Years of twenty had passed; the day of my birth was born again,

Sitting at the corner of loneliness, I waited for the seraph of light.

Bright in blue, clad in a happy song, with a face angels crave for,

Your steps I heard.

A fear encompassed me,

A fear from happiness, a fear so enchanting, a fear from my heart,

A fear that came from the depths of my heart, a fear called love.

You sat on your throne, divinity glowed around you,

As I began to lose myself in the beauty of your mesmerizing stare,

Words ceased to leave the dungeons of my throat.

Your voice, a voice incomparable to the sweetness of nothing of his other creations,

With such blissful purity, fondled my ears,

The words you softly yet melodiously gifted me with,

“Happy Birthday”

I sat there, unable to release myself,

From the fascinating strength of the chains of your beauty,

The immortal depth of your elegance,

And the ingenious vastness your voice,

A strand of your lovely hair slowly dangled on your silky forehead,

Like dark clouds moving across a charming moon.

I left my body and found my way,

To lose myself into the scintillating and brilliant blackness of your eyes

Eyes, I would call as the only perfection, the almighty has ever achieved.

Your face pulled my hand to you,

I felt your cheeks, so subtle, yet overpowering

Moved my rough fingers along the delicate line of your countenance,

I could feel life, the real magnanimity of life.

I raised your gentle and benevolent face to mine,

Moved closer to heaven as I felt those soft and supple lips,

A kiss I can still feel now, those pink lips drew my soul into you,

With hearts knotted together, we remained echoing our lives and minds and our love to each other,

A kiss, I still feel now, even without my body.

Alas the time came for you to leave,

You slowly yet reluctantly walked away from me,

Siting there in the corner of loneliness, i saw the separation magnify cruelly,

Tears rolled across my face, yet the body only cried,

My mind and soul moved along with you.

I sit here watching you now, a girl in whose body and soul,

Lay the dreams of my life and the dreams of my heart.

The saddest stare your face shone,

And a single tear rolling down your cheeks as you look at me,

In which I stand still,

And I hear those words you say…

Dear me, I cry now, little did I know that spirits could weep,

I know u cannot hear me my dear, yet I ask for forgiveness,

The disease did not spare me,

I stand here now, helpless as I am,

Death whispers into my ears now, “It’s time to leave”

My dear forgive me,

As I fail to wipe off your tears…

‘I love you, Love you Forever’